쓸쓸한 추억만 가진 채 떠난 두물머리

iPhone 7 Plus | Pattern | 1/4808sec | F/1.8 | 0.00 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Flash did not fire | 2018:02:05 15:17:57

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/7407sec | F/1.8 | +0.09 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-25 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:18:41

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/5988sec | F/1.8 | +0.10 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-25 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:19:04

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/3425sec | F/1.8 | -0.03 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:19:20

iPhone 7 Plus | Pattern | 1/1996sec | F/1.8 | 0.00 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Flash did not fire | 2018:02:05 15:19:33

iPhone 7 Plus | Pattern | 1/2740sec | F/1.8 | 0.00 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Flash did not fire | 2018:02:05 15:20:25

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/9615sec | F/1.8 | -0.08 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-25 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:21:09

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/16130sec | F/1.8 | -0.07 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-25 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:21:52

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/13700sec | F/1.8 | -0.05 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-25 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:24:11


마음이 너무 외롭고 쓸쓸했다.

어디론가 떠나고 싶은 마음은 굴뚝 같았다.

일요일 새벽에 지하철을 타고 구리역까지 갔다가 다시 집으로 돌아왔었다.

아무리 가고 싶어도 혼자 가고 싶지는 않았고, 매서운 추위가 강했다.

iPhone 7 Plus | Pattern | 1/5650sec | F/1.8 | 0.00 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Flash did not fire | 2018:02:05 15:24:23

iPhone 7 Plus | Pattern | 1/5320sec | F/1.8 | 0.00 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Flash did not fire | 2018:02:05 15:24:51

iPhone 7 Plus | Pattern | 1/5051sec | F/1.8 | 0.00 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Flash did not fire | 2018:02:05 15:26:40

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/6850sec | F/1.8 | +0.09 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-25 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:27:36

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/8000sec | F/1.8 | -0.05 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-25 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:27:39

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/8772sec | F/1.8 | -0.02 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-25 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:28:29

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/16130sec | F/1.8 | -0.07 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-25 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:29:10

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/4367sec | F/1.8 | -0.03 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:34:53

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/4167sec | F/1.8 | -0.00 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:34:59

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/16130sec | F/1.8 | +0.06 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-25 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:35:06

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/19231sec | F/1.8 | +0.05 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-32 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:35:12

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/4367sec | F/1.8 | -0.03 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:35:17

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/4000sec | F/1.8 | 0.00 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:35:28

iPhone 7 Plus | Pattern | 1/4000sec | F/1.8 | 0.00 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Flash did not fire | 2018:02:05 15:35:41

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/3195sec | F/1.8 | -0.05 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:36:57

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/24390sec | F/1.8 | -0.05 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-32 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:37:07

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/19231sec | F/1.8 | 0.00 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-32 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:38:32

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/19231sec | F/1.8 | -0.02 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-32 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:38:35

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/13700sec | F/1.8 | -0.05 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-25 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:38:46

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/16130sec | F/1.8 | +0.02 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-25 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:38:50


그 다음날인 2월 5일 월요일.

오전 9시가 조금 넘은 시각.

의정부 교도소 앞에서 1-1번 버스를 타고, 한양대학교 구리병원에서 하차.

다시 10-5번 버스를 타고, 구리역에 하차.

구리역에서 운길산역에 하차.

운길산에서 물의 정원을 잠시 탐방을 하고, 다시 양수역으로 와서, 세미원과 상춘원을 들른 후, 다시 두물머리로 왔다.

이곳은 내가 작년 겨울에도 혼자 왔던 곳인데.

작년 가을에도 왔었다.

혼자서.

봄에도 혼자 왔던 곳이다.

이 곳 두물머리는 늘 혼자 왔던 곳이라는 것이다.

누군가와 함께 오고 싶었다.

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/12048sec | F/1.8 | -0.03 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-25 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:39:06

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/19231sec | F/1.8 | +0.10 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-32 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:39:49

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/1916sec | F/1.8 | -0.03 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:40:27

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/6850sec | F/1.8 | +0.11 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-25 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:41:04

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/3195sec | F/1.8 | -0.05 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:41:14

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/2591sec | F/1.8 | -0.02 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:43:51

iPhone 7 Plus | Pattern | 1/2520sec | F/1.8 | 0.00 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Flash did not fire | 2018:02:05 15:44:47

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/4808sec | F/1.8 | -0.06 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-25 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:46:23

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/2907sec | F/1.8 | -0.03 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:48:41


사랑하는 사람과 함께 사진도 찍고 이야기도 나누면서 좋은 추억을 만들면서 행복한 시간을 보내고 싶었다.

하지만 난 왜 같이 올 사람이 없는 걸까.

연인들이 두 손을 잡고 길을 걷는 모습이 얼마나 부러웠는지 모른다.

왜 난 늘 외로워야만 하는 걸까.

남들은 쉽게 할 수 있는 것을 난 왜 이렇게 못하고 있는걸까 하는 생각을 하면서 쓸쓸한 생각만 가지고 집으로 돌아왔다.

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/303sec | F/1.8 | 0.00 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:55:18

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/488sec | F/1.8 | -0.00 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:55:23

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/273sec | F/1.8 | +0.06 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:57:09두물머리 명물 핫도그

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/282sec | F/1.8 | 0.00 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:57:13

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/200sec | F/1.8 | 0.00 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:57:20

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/227sec | F/1.8 | 0.00 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:57:25

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/135sec | F/1.8 | 0.00 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:58:01

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/200sec | F/1.8 | 0.00 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:59:19

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/190sec | F/1.8 | 0.00 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 15:59:23

iPhone 7 Plus | Normal program | Pattern | 1/1650sec | F/1.8 | -0.01 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Off Compulsory | 2018:02:05 16:04:58

iPhone 7 Plus | Pattern | 1/2817sec | F/1.8 | 0.00 EV | 4.0mm | ISO-20 | Flash did not fire | 2018:02:05 16:06:26


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